| while my boredom lasts, i decided to update this xanga-called thing.
lets talk about whats going on with my life. 
school is going pretty well for me. not super great, but im content with my grades right now. AP Human Geography and Calculus w/ Apps, is so boring that its getting to be tiring sitting in the class all the time.
relationship wise.. a couple guys i have been tired of already because they have really been sort of disrespectful towards me. you know the disgusting type, no game, whatsoever. so right now, i sort of cant tolerate them at all. they act like im an object. its just not a way i want to be treated. with my recent ex, i don't really know if im completely over him yet or im just jealous. its sort of killing me right now. when he said that he likes someone else. i don't know who. i just hope he doesnt hurt her whoever she is. i don't know if its because i miss having a boyfriend or i actually do miss having "him". blah. i dont know really.. obviously. hrmm, i think this guy likes me at school. =) dot dot dot.
i have had alot of dissapointments this week dealing with my parents and my friends. nothing that my friends are specifically doing, but in the situations they are in.. im dissapointed for them. i hope their weekends turn out great!
chellie. <3
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|   HI HONEY. I love you so much and i want you to always know that i will love you and be here for you. It does'nt matter what it is but if you need something i will do it. You mean so much to me and i hope we will be together for a long time. I miss you and i dont know if you will keep this or not but i wanted to write something. i love you and i am here for you even if we spilt i will stay here and make sure you are happy. You being happy is the most important thing to me and that is what matters the most. I really do love you and i care about you so much. enjoy your day. ~ Tim
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| *ah. just thinking right noww.. i dont think anyone will see this.
i just want to say, never take advantage of anyone in your life. knowing that they may be gone forever. as some may know my mom passed away nearly over 2 months ago. and in that same week, i was suppose to meet her for dinner one day.. and how i recieved a valentines day gift in the mail from her for valentines day AFTER she passed away.... its made me think about who i dont take a particular liking too, and who i dont talk to anymore, specifically my ex (whom may know)  . many of my friends said to forget "him", because of rumors and whatnot. but i dont think you should ever give up on people. thats what i believe.. ive tried to certainly wish i could mend my relationships instantly, but sadly i cant. i feel like im acting as if i dont care. whoever you care for and love, SHOW IT. dont hold back. knowing you may not be able to show it later. i wish i could show that love to certain people. but i just cant .. when i dont like other people, i dont care how their personalities are usually. no bodys ever the same. dont let that create conflict between both of you. knowing you can always learn something from the other person. you dont need drama in life. i feel guilty knowing that it seems like other people can cast other people out of their lives. including me.. but i guess. what can ya do? i want to show that i care. mentally and physically. my moms death has had a great impact on me. ah.. i just wishh 
<3 chellie.
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| ^^ hello everybody. i hope everyone is having a great year so far!
hehe. i got a B in my chinese exam : )) YEAHH.
i miss xanga. but no ones goes on.
oh weeell. i miss my xanga buddies.
www.myspace.com/chellewong
FACEBOOK ; look up my facebook!
AIM ; mmkappukeeki
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| just .. WOW. long time no seeee .
junior year rocks so far : )
scratch`n out the classes everyday.
cant wait till hc !
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